Yesterday was about one of the worst days of my life. Well, maybe not the worst, but it’s certainly down there somewhere. I don’t understand it. How can two people who love one another so much have so many things unsaid between them? It was really sad to be forced to look at a reality which I’ve been unconsciously ignoring. Sad doesn’t even begin to describe it. It was depressing. Tragic. Just plain terrible. I’ve been selfish without even realising it. It was always me, me, me. Always what I wanted, what I needed.
I hate myself….